Lots Happened O_o Currently watching ‘Save The Last Dance’
First- lets mention what i can remeber-I had a Weird Dream O_o. lots of boys… really awkward actually cause there was this guy… his name was ‘ka’ and he looked just like Pera-Kun… except this one wasnt him at all… and im hopeing im right in that statement… he really didnt like me-KA I mean- i asked him if i could hold his hand (which is very unlike me but im hardly ever myself in dreams) and he said ” *sigh* ok…” and i had to take his hand… it really sucks and i hope its not some kind of foresight:( cause that would break my heart…
Im still wondering if People Read this O_o I talk about alot of personal stuff
Had a dance. formal to be exact. i went with a girl =/ which sucks cause im sick of doing stuff with girls… but i do have to say that i couldnt have gone with a better girl. i went with a girl named Helen. She’s Arminian and a really awesome dancer. I had a lot of fun with her and she look kickass. she is one of those movie girl O_o like when you see her at school she is the PERFECT STUDENT and you get her on the dance floor and she is a VIXEN. it was cool to finally meet some one like that- kinda like how i used to be. stuck between the worlds of school and living life. now im stuck in living life cause its so addicting ^__^
lets see…
what else is going on 
cant seem to think of anything too happy… got another guy likeing me.. unfortunatly its following the same pattern as the others… no one can ever just like me.. no… i must be a fucking incomplete package… cause its always “i love you… and this other guy…” Im in a triangle in one side and a pentagon on the other =/ and im sosick of it… im not commiting my self to the new guy cause i know that i want Pera-Kun more… im not even thinking of the other guy in anyother way then a friend.. how sad that im not letting myself really experiment… cause ive already got to much data to handle…
well im out…
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