So tonight was supposed to be fun….
I was supposed to hang out with VICTOR….
but three seconds before the doorbell rings my mother changes her mind…
I say that pretty fucked up….
He wasted gas money and shit just to see me…. and all we did was kiss as i told him that i couldnt hang out with him. that just fucked up. I feel like shit. like a big ass hole. I’d like to blame it all on my mom but maybe i should have been more assertive or made the plans clearer…. I dont know… I’m just kinda pissed…. no im really pissed…. maybe if they knew he was my boyfriend then they would have reacted differently… God! i wish i could be with him right now!…..
The song Nineteen it whats keeping me from yelling my mom awake… that was just really rude and i hope he doesnt think i was being an ass and avoiding him….
Ugh….. maybe im overreacting….
Ill talk to him…. which just the thought puts a smile on my face ^__^
I still taste his kisses….
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