But it wasn’t because I didn’t know enough….
I just knew too much…..
Things with Victor Have gotten better and worse… worse and better… its hard to say where it will all end… he tells me the true now. what he was so close to doing. that he was so close to cheating on me. [...]
No Air
Bye… What? Not Good Enough?
I didnt hear you leave….
I wonder why im still here….
I dont if its just me… but do you ever have to feeling that a good bye just isnt right sometimes… like it just isnt done the right way or you or your friend/ family member/lover just isnt into it. i think goodbyes [...]
Corrections For Two Please…
I know…
I’ve said things in previous Blogs…
But im Learning….
Im Growing…
Previously in one of my blogs i mentioned how me and my Current boyfriend Victor Thizzed…I know i said it was awesome and how we were all over eachother… and honestly i dont think we would be as close as we [...]
The Images And Sound Hit Me Like Bricks…
So its been forever… Maybe 6 months =/
Trying to maintain but I’m strugglein’…
However the struggle is one i almost enjoy to endure.
I recently stared work, My boyfriend VICTOR and I have been together for 6 months, and I’m out of high school… though i have alot of regrets about the past [...]
I Wanna Be His Illusion…
To Make Him Happy Tonight…
I wanna be his emotion….
…as he turns off the light…
and i imagine how this could be…
So life With VICTOR has been pretty Sweet! the more time i spend with him the harder it is to say goodbye… and the worse i feel about some of my destructive habits. i [...]
Nineteen…
So tonight was supposed to be fun….
I was supposed to hang out with VICTOR….
but three seconds before the doorbell rings my mother changes her mind…
I say that pretty fucked up….
He wasted gas money and shit just to see me…. and all we did was kiss as i told him that i [...]
Victor Me Please!
so here is the time to tell you about a new and wonderful guy ^__^
His Name is Victor….
I’ve fallen pretty hard for him. I met him on a sunday ^__^ and at the time he was Thizzing… i know what your thinking… but i dont care… i tried it to… it was quit the [...]
Thizz Me Please
Got i need to Update this thing!
so much has happend!
i dont know if anyone reads this but if you do! there will be some fun stuff up soo ^___^
Head Under Water And I Begin To Forget What Just Happened…
Lots Happened O_o Currently watching ‘Save The Last Dance’
First- lets mention what i can remeber-I had a Weird Dream O_o. lots of boys… really awkward actually cause there was this guy… his name was ‘ka’ and he looked just like Pera-Kun… except this one wasnt him at all… and im hopeing im right in [...]
I’m The Minority You Won’t Talk About…
I’m a Minority.
Gay.
Asia.
Mexican.
Intellectual.
A Person of Integrity.
A person of Respect.
If you are any of these simple things you are a minority. The more i sit here the more i realize how horrible the world is and how we havent really gone anywhere in a long time….
we havent eliminated racism. it still plays a great part in [...]
